*Going to go back to writing my LJ in point form since my brain doesn't work well with paragraphs most of the time ( Read more... )

I am currently walking the fine line between "Asking only for how much you can handle and no more." and "This isn't about you and your petty feelings so STFU, suck it up and stop being so selfish."

Pictures from yesterday and today to be posted when I get off work.

Falling asleep when alone is a complicated process of staying awake until I can barely breathe drowning my brain in the trivia of theology or the Marvel Universe and then finally burying myself fully clothed under as many blankets as I can find while leaving the light on and holding my platypus ( Read more... )

I'd say it was like cutting off a part of myself but it's more like putting that part in a small room and then providing it with minimal bread and water and then walking past it every day so that your conscience can be reminded that it's dying to death ( Read more... )

I can think of many things to say. All of them unnecessary. Except maybe that in the past two days Anthony has proven once again why he's the only person to ever get this close to me.

House to myself again tonight. Plans include doing the dishes, watching either the end of the first season of Rome, The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe or too many ( Read more... )

Ideas running about my head. Chickens and artificial wetlands and shoes and Legend of Zelda and what's for dinner? and London and craters in Papua New Guinea and the ethics of used clothing and bacon parties and my 30th birthday and the presence of Robin in the next Batman movie and the beginning of a new semester and border collies and freight ( Read more... )

It's hard to describe my emotional non-state today. Somewhere between "blah" and "meh" I think.

Plans tonight include watching another episode or 2 of Rome and maybe the first episode of Smallville in my attempt to watch the whole thing.
I might even do dishes if I can find motivation.


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I loaded up a full compliment of icons that I like ( Read more... )

Aside from some stuff that only I can see, I'm on a posting hiatus for the week.
Will probably stop by and comment as usual, but other than that, brain broken.

Not really in the mood to be around other people tonight, but the fallout for asking that will be worse than my own personal fallout if I don't.
So I suck it up and go home.
Trying to keep everything in my head tonight. It's all in my head anyway.